I am letting it go again Thanks for the reminder..XH is not the same man I knew I have to let go of any expectations that he will once again be a caring father He has abandoned his kids and that might be for the rest of his life-
they have practically forgotten him
His father did similar stuff but his dad was not as far gone as he is
I have moved on , but I always wish for a happier ending
No I don't want XH back..I once did
But of course any mother would want their children's father to be available for them but again it is Gods plan and I have to trust and respect that God sees the bigger picture and I have limited view Thanks for the responses Peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow