I'm really working hard right now not to text my H. Haven't had a breakdown in a while so I knew it was coming. Can't get the thought of him with an OW out of my mind. It makes me sick to my stomach. Tough night, wish I could just fall asleep.

J


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since