I guess you think this song is about you?

[willbwell]

s20 is home for spring break. love having him home! s17 and d15 do too. h came and had dinner with us tonight.

as I mentioned earlier, there has been no movement legally since the D petition was filed( by h) in Oct. Got an email from my L saying it will be put on the dismissal docket in May.

waiting...

h has said nothing about this to me yet. however,
h did send an email to me yesterday saying "thank you for all I have ever done for him". he does say that he is sorry for the sit. he says he will "help me with the kids when he can"
he will admit what we had was (he uses past tense) real and a great life, and that I will continue to have one. perhaps even a better than the life with him"
I don't think he is being manipulative.
I do think he wants to end it and not harm me further. he says he too has hurt and pain
He will say hurt and pain is just a part of life. I had asked him one time before to stop saying sorry if he wasn't going to do anything about it.

it is also a very strong possibility that h is moving out of town because of his job. it has been a stressful start to the year at his job.

I have asked nothing about ow. I know he feels bad about lying.

church and grocery shop tomorrow. that will be good. kids off for spring break- me too! I will still do some studying thru the week.