If I could quit focusing on the negative and start focusing on me I would be so much better. I just feel like my H has made his mind up and he is very stubborn. He (we are) is not happy therefore he thinks this is the best decision. It doesn't help that we have lived apart because of his work for soooo long and I'm pretty sure there is an OW involved. I still have not started working out again and know this will help me feel tons better. And it won't hurt to look good when I see him next! wink

J


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since