Aaaw Willb, You'll get there, but I do believe you have to push yourself to . What I mean, I forced myself into the dance, to put myself "out there". The more I did it the more I became at ease, the more at ease the more confident.
Being in mixed company is important, for again it forces interaction. Again, DANCE was the key for me.
Last night was UNBELIEVABLE! I didn't get home until the sun came up... the last time I did that...I was twenty something.
My guy was the five LL's in one package. He was attentive, complimentary, oh SO giving ;D Constantly validating, showing acts of service, touchy feely( constantly stroking my body ) What more could a person want?
Just incredible...I know what I've been missing now, and let's just say, uh NEVER again! Ha!
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay