Having limited contact with H is very hard. I have only contacted him about taxes and bills mostly. I know I should have patience but I don't. I want him to miss me, miss his family but I'm worried he is taking this as me accepting what he wants.

I know I need to detach, GAL, work on making myself happy. I am trying, but sometimes I get consumed with these thoughts.

J


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since