Trying to understand??

[peacetoday]

Job

Thank You
Im still thinking about it

I don't get how his sisters can say he seems "normal" but different
He is functioning well and looks ok.

He takes odd jobs now when he used to have a really good job
and his W who is 14 years younger- they describe as a total freak
" who hears voices"
and is Not allowed in their homes
But he can't leave her-he left me?


how they can totally eliminate one part of their lives especially a part where they were successful and he was a caring father

Im glad he seemed sober, but I still feel he must be using some sort of prescription drug to keep him in suppression and detached from his former life and decisions

I guess Im still waiting to get some sort of apology
to reach out to see his kids
or to see him get better or get closer to the person I once loved
although I have moved on in some ways, I don't think I will fully ever let go without getting some form of real understanding
I see some of my friends who are D and have a good R with XH and parent well together
and I always hope he will try to make amends to the kids
but you are right I may never see any of that
I guess it is Gods plan..not mine

thanks