Oh MamaB
I did comment the first few times. I'm into fashion and like my kids and myself to look like fashion plates but I was trying to take lanugo advice and let the little things go. I also am working on respecting my husband in a godly way. A 180 from the way he feels and lot of it he is right about in the marriage.
In regards to getting a life and fashion. Before we married I dressed nice etc. then marriage and pregnancy. I gained a ton of weight, no new clothes, no manis , pedis and I was at the barn a lot!. Few and far between. Now my life is falling apart. Hair is done every day and professionally styled on the weekends. Manis and pedis are required;), tanning. New clothes and I never leave without makeup.
Even when I go to the barn I'm dressed to the T. Since I'm back to doing all of this in one of the worst times of my life, I truly believe was depressed for a long time. Post Partum. I get my tubes tied in September. And voila I come back. Sadly too late to save my marriage:(


W-38 H-42
T-11 M-8
C-6,2,6 months
BD-Oct 1 2013
DFiled-Jan 6 2014
Went Dark - April 4, 2014