Actually it was a bit strange at first. For example, both of the guys that I dated last were officers.
It is customary for them to walk on the street side and to "place" you on the inside. When I was touched and guided I was ACUTELY aware of the touch.
Same as with a stroke on the back. Dancing really has helped with that though. One is immediately touched with dancing. Arms, back, hips, hands, you have to touch to dance. It is a wonderful way to ease into someone else touching you.
I am pushing myself to accept the tactile part of being with another .
What is more odd for me? That I am so ready to date and enjoy life, myself, and others.
This is a second chance for me. I mourn the loss or the death of my marriage, but welcome the opportunity to learn more about men, myself, and relationships.
I am looking forward to tonight... and the chance to allow the man I'm dating to come into my world for a few hours!
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
