H just called, I have not talked to him all week. He wanted to know about girls plans for weeken (soccer games and such.) We ended up talking a little bit about taxes and ended by verbally dividing our artwork. Most of art was given to us by friends and is very personal to both of us.
It was do surreal to have this conversation, I still can't believe we will be D soon. We were both calm and respectful, but it hurts a lot. I do so well and then things happen and I'm a crying mess. I guess this is normal. How can he be so cold about everything? All three of our Ds have their birthdays in s fes weeks, I don't know how I'm going to be strong enough through it snd act like all is well knowing that it will be the last birthday they will have when they think we are still a whole family.
M45 H46 M16 yrs D17, D10, D7 DB 1-23-2014 H filed D 2-14-2014
