Jaye,
I'm so sorry that things aren't good right now. You were very honest w/him and yet, he's still denying what is going on in his life.

I do hope that you can find a little ray of sunshine to cheer you up just a bit. I wish that I had a magic wand and could wipe all of this sadness and misery from all that post here.

Please take care of yourself. I worry about you.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.