Come to think of it I did lay in bed with W and kids this morning ...shouldn't have as I wouldnt do that with a renter. Also W asked me about my therapist appt next week and she said she's done with marriage counseling because I'll never change ...i just said at this point I'm changing for me and you can do what you want. Discussions I would not have with a renter. I have to focus on treating her like a renter when I can. She is very "cold" at this point ...if I'm home she wants to go out ...where she goes on a moments notice who nows but I may just start doing the same even if just out for a coffee ...it's only been a month or so but I don't know how much more I can take ...i need to not let her get to me!
Me: 47 Her: 45 M 18 years T 22 years S-6 D-9 Separate rooms 1/5/14 Wife filed for divorce 2/5/14
