OneDay…I know the above probably hurts man. You may be pissed at me right now. It’s okay..I want you to really understand what are facing. You need to realized that you have a long road ahead of you. One that I believe with 100% of my heart that you will take…the question is still the same….
Do you want to save your M? Do you want to save yourself? Do you want to become the best person you can be? Do you want to finally fix the schiz in your life that is not working? Do you want to feel better?
Eric, Im not pissed. How can I be, those were my words, my thoughts, my actions. Looking at the above hurts, it hurts really bad. Talk about GUILT, It just piled up on my shoulders. It actually hit me that not only did I treat my wife this way, I've treated others this way. Family, friends, co-workers, bosses. WHAT THE F IS WRONG WITH ME.
All I keeping asking myself WHY? WHY did I act that way? Why was it all about me? Why do I continue to act this way? But, I dont have an answer
Do I want to save my marriage? My Self, The Schiz thats not working With out a doubt. But HOW? I want to fix myself, but as for saving my M... ...I can't imagine that happening right now.
My W is moving out in 2 weeks. The D is full speed ahead. My W is full speed ahead and I haven't even begun to work on myself.
Me: 39 W: 33 M: 9 years T: 10 years S7 S10 BD 10/19/13 W Filed 11/25/13 EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA) WAW moved out 3/15/14
