We had a good marriage and loved each other. Yes there were issues, both his and mine, but we loved each other. I just don't understand him throwing it all away.

Having said that, I've just spent the evening listening to his rambling. His aggression (not towards me), his egomania. I feel physically sick from it and I'm having an early night.

But I miss my husband. I miss that loving man.


M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13