thank you so much bright for your response. I was thinking along those lines too - that he was definitely thinking on it. I also came to the same conclusion that it is super early in the sitch still and I have a long ways to go.years maybe. Yes I had assumed it would be via email and text too if anything at all. I'm definitely not going to initiate any contact until the next email with the bills due in 2 weeks. He's very smart, like really super intelligent. I'm hoping that he figures out that he needs help for this depression but at this point he doesn't think he's depressed, at least he didn't when he asked for the D. Now I see it all over him. Oh well, on with my life!! Saturday is painting day!! I am looking forward to going home at the end of the day now where for awhile I dreaded it because he was still there. I noticed I am grinding my teeth now, or clinching them and trying to stop it (I do it during the day) i wasn't doing that for years, I guess it's the stress or anxiety. I'm thinking of learning to meditate and doing yoga. I already pray all the time and that does help me tremendously. Thanks for listening, just is nice to let out all these thoughts.
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
