Wow, I am so grateful for all the support and great advice. I have come to realize that this is the only way that I have a chance to save my marriage. I also have realized that I need I focus on me and my children. I am doing well physically and mentally (as well as can be). I am focusing on GAL, and continuing on.
Where I have not done well is with the separation. We had a big fight last night because I would like to set up a schedule, and she wants no part of this. I may have to move past this, and go legally, because she seems to think she can just come and go as she pleases. This does not work for my children, or for me.
All of your advice and support makes so much sense. Yes it will be hard , but I am strong enough to follow through. Either way, I will be better off. I have truly begun working on my me, and bettering myself. I also recognize which complaints are legitimate , and I am working on those as well. This will be a long and difficult journey, which I plan on coming out of a better person and in a better relationship whether it's with my WAW or someone else. Of course. I hope it's my WAW
Thanks again to Sandi, broken, and starsky. It's a real lifesaver to go through this with DB help. I will keep everyone posted. Going to try and get this schedule set up today or tommorrow
