There's a huge measure of indifference in there too.
Indifference about his life. But, I love him and I always will.
Sweetie, from where I sit, it doesn't come across as indifferent. You're still emotionally invested in Smokey with your "rants" about him and his OW.
Indifference is not giving a flying fig about what he does or doesn't do.
Me? I am indifferent to my most recent ex-GF. We do talk about every 2 weeks. I am completely indifferent to the idea of her sleeping with 100 women or men. I don't feel one way or the other about her dating life or sex life. That is indifference.
Anger and love means you are still invested in the other person. See? Sure, anger and love come in different shades. Still makes you emotionally invested because they are the two opposites of on the emotion spectrum.
