sounds like a girls night out is in order, if you ever come to Tennessee holler at me and we'll go out and have some fun! I do think you should flirt and be yourself. It gives you confidence and makes you feel better. This has weighed on your for years. I think it's only natural to have that anger, just don't let it consume you. I am new so I'm still learning, but many times i've said to myself "i hate you for doing this to me, to us" and been very angry. We're only human! For me, I come to these boards for venting and talking to others that know what i'm going through and it's a tremendous comfort. I for one am not offended and it's great you are becoming yourself, I think that is a necessary thing right? You are in control of you and that's it so it's ok to do what you feel is right, you're the only one you're accountable to (other than your kids) but you know what I mean. and your comment about your h - I couldn't agree more, I hope mine falls on his ass. I don't want him hurt too badly but you know, he's gotta hit his rock bottom and hopefully realize all the devastation he's caused. This is hard stuff, not for the weak - and you for one are very very strong!!
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
