I like the MeetUp idea. I may do that when I'm back from N.C.

Thanks Wonka. Love you.

And, guess what?

Sex does somehow seem to be a part of this. I'm not sure why?

Maybe because Smokey made it such a big deal in leaving.

I'm going to be just fine. I'm really not looking for anyone to save me anymore. I know I can earn the needed income. I do.

It's more about just asking for what I need. I asked the Forester to hold me. It felt nice. And, I'm ok if we don't see each other again. Weird. I asked for what I needed. Something I never could in my marriage. I could ask, but I rarely got it. I'm learning to ask.

"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson