I am not sure if you need WOMEN...I think you've been pretty clear that you like MEN!! LOL Just sayin'.
I'm angry with the cards I've been dealt. I'm angry that I've stayed put and done what was necessary for my kids while my teenage husband couldn't handle it. I'm angry. I'm angry I'm poor while my dad and my ex can go away on weekends with NO Problem whatsoever! They can leave. They can go have fun.
That is okay! Be in the moment then let go.
We all have moments of wanting to blame others for our "misfortune"...it is just that: blaming and choosing to be in a victim mode.
You are in charge of your life and schedule. What are you gonna do with these cards? What CAN you do about them? In my case, I blamed Ms. Wonka for my 'back-then' difficulties until one day I realized that I was staying stuck in a martyr role and I didn't like it one bit. So I took back Wonka and did things on MY own terms. That felt really good and empowering in a very liberating way.
It seems you might not feel in that place just yet. In due course, you'll get there at your own pace, sweetie. Just be mindful of not being stuck in a "victim" mode and continue shooting blame out there: Smokey, Jeep, lack of income, etc. All but one are within your control.
Action steps effect the results you want. If you want to change your income stream, then change things up. Perhaps go to a networking event in your city and MeetUp groups. I've found MeetUps wonderful that people learn more about you and may drive more business your way because of the social connection.
