Thanks GM and Portia and Magic.

I'm not sure this is leading to getting my freak on. I think it has more to do with feeling like I have a choice. I need, right now, to feel like I have choices and I'm in charge of my own life.

For a long time now, I've felt limited by addiction, MLC, kids, Autism...I've been forced to adapt to a lot of situations because of other people's limitations or problems. I guess I just need to feel like I am trusted to make some good decisions.

I hope no one is offended. But, this is pretty huge for me to stand up for myself and defend myself.

I've the good girl, the good soldier, the one who just adapted for too long. I'm becoming myself!

I'm standing up for ME. This is really good.


"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson