Sad times

[MamaB]

That is very insperational to me. I do feel that the decision to stay is the right one, and it has nothing to do with my H, and everything to with my Ds and myself.

I still feel guilty, but it is good reminder that he has to deal with his own "stuff" and choices. He is good at using my guilt against me, but I know that is really my problem. I do feel anger about his trying to bribe me to move, the only ones that hurts is our kids. Hopefully he will accept my staying and work with me in the D.

I need to stop obsessing over this, I'm going to take my Mom out to some antique stores, my GAL for today.