Journal: the early hours are not nice these past few days....despite all evidence to the contrary my mind plays tricks on me with the coulda, shoulda, woulda game. I will go to the gym in a while and burn it off.


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14