Part 2-H moving out

[Georgiabelle]

Thanks everyone. I hoped the time away would allow me to rest some but I've gotten up everyday by 1 am and midnight today. Sigh.

I've been anxiety ridden as h's parents are watching the kids. H has not called or texted about the kids and will not speak to his parents. They are understandably hurt as they have always supported h emotionally and financially. H's mom said the older 2 kids haven't mentioned him in 5 days and that they asked her who would take care if them if I left them too. That broke my heart. Quick vent. H is a selfish a$$hat and barely acknowledges his children. A friend texted me asking why h had tweeted he had "basically quit his life and responsibilities." Is this really something a stable 40 yr old man would telling everyone? Eh. It's all about him. Ok done venting on the obvious.

I'm ready to see my therapist next week. I have some things to discuss. I have so much running through my head that I want to tackle a couple of issues.

On a lighter note, my s4 told me right before I left that he loved me so much he wanted to marry me. I love my little people so much.