One other thing I forgot to mention is that I decided to quit taking the SSRI that I was taking. I was taking it mostly to control anxiety, and I don't feel anxious anymore, so I decided to try life without it. So far, so good, as far as I am concerned.
H brought this up in MC and then I got an earful from both him and the MC about how things were better with me on the SSRI and that it took the edge off my "personality". Then I said that I thought H needed to go on antidepressants, given that he is the one who is actually feeling depressed. Maybe if he was taking medication he'd be less offended all the time. I don't know. Sorry for being negative but I'm in a crappy mood and just needed to vent. Glad I have a safe place. It's so f'ing hard to DB when you are angry.
Me54, H53 M 23, T 25 S20, S18 BD: April 2024 Moved out: August 2024
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