Hello, my friend. I have been dealing with some stuff, but, I am ok.
You are still so hard on yourself, Nero, and act as if who you are isnt ok. And that isnt true.
You are a good person, who cares, and who has a heart. Nothing wrong with that.
The problem comes when your actions dont feel right to you. When they are not met with the kind of reactions you expect or hope for.
So, sometimes, we have to think about why we do what we do. What drives our actions?
I have learned that I do what I want or need or feel the right thing is to do, without regard to what people may say.
You be your wonderful self, Nero. Even if you sister or whoever else, disagrees. Being true to you matters.
As far as your h, we all get to where we need to be in our own time and in our own way. There is no right or wrong way to do it. There's just your way. And there isnt anything wrong with that.
You have come such a long way, Nero, and made big changes. I would love to see you accept who you are some. Because the rest of us see how very special you are.