Don't beat yourself up my man....You are finally looking into the mirror. It is a very hard process to do and seeing the truth hurts at times. The difference between mice and men is how you deal with it. IMHO, I think you are now getting to the point where you can start dealing with your stuff in a meaningful manner. Yes, it does stink that you need to be pulled so far down to do it, but from the ashes of old will rise a new Barrybean.....Maybe a Barrysquash or Barrypepper, but either way a new B.
