Yup, I have told very few people, my sister and friend neither who live close so I recently told a friend who lives here. His sister knows also because he told her. It is nice having a friend near who knows, she has been thru it so understands how what I'm going thru and it is someone I can go have dinner and drinks with.

Not much new here, keep moving forward. I did talk to H today. I texted him asking him to call and he did. Realistically we could have communicated over text but I wanted to hear his voice. I did however only talk about our taxes and think I even said goodbye first...we actually talked 3 times.

The old saying is "actions speak louder than words" his lack of communication is speaking loudly. I also have to let my actions speak...even if he can't see them right now. I still have a long way to go but I am definitely moving forward.

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since