A twist on cake-eating & dropping a bomb of my own

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Of course, she could be pregnant. But, he has insisted all the time I've known him that he did not want kids. So that would not be something he wanted .... unless the fog is guiding him. Prior to this mess, he would have viewed that as a disaster.

Thank you, Job. I always value your insight. I know he thinks that I will always be here if he should figure out this is a mistake. He has said as much.

He is continuing to be calm and cooperative. I expressed my doubts about our CPA doing the business eval today and he took it well. A month ago, he would have gotten angry with me and tried to convince me how wrong I was not to see things his way. He still tried to convince me of his point of view, but there was no anger.

I told him that I would have to talk to my L about that ... that I paid for his advice and would listen to it. He didn't get angry at all. Just said to talk to him and get some guidance. Not at all what I have experienced the past few months.

He is behaving so much like the H I knew - at least toward me - but I also see some of that anger running beneath ... like toward the employees he hates. I don't know what to think. I don't know if this is manipulation or not. But I will stay the course. I know I have to put me first.

Someone please explain this one. I have had this sexual fantasy for all the years I've known him (20) and he knew what it was. He never made any attempt to fulfill it. Today, he did ... without the props, but close enough. What the heck does that mean? I should have stopped him, but having a fantasy fulfilled is kind of nice!

If this is manipulation, then I want nothing to do with him ... obviously. But, if he is trying to do some kind of reconnection, then I want to be open to that. How do I tell?