H just said he would like to ML I wasn't in a relationship with someone. He is now talking to his EA again because I'm seeing someone. I also said I am not ML to OM. If we ML he wouldn't want a reason for it..just sex. This was how we kept connected 7 years agp because it makes it unable to keep feelings out. H said to me after we got back together last time. He seems to feed of of my behavior, I'm mad, he's mad, I'm happy he is. Etc...he does however try to defuse my anger at times and not just fight.thats new. I just am not sure 1. I want to ever reconcile 2. ML to him just to keep him connected. This is not disconnecting from him but I do somewhat know my H and his behavior. If I never talked to him again he wouldn't either. Ugh... I wish I likes this guy more to just run away.lol
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
