today, I lingered a bit after work. got nothing

trying so hard to lower my expectations these days. also, not baiting myself so that I get a response/reaction. ... its quite challenging, and so unlike me. A struggle within.

looking forward to womens group meeting tonight. I get confidence when I go there.


M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)