separated on a walk II

[paul19510]

Hi bug! Feeling good today. Life continues on. My fog at work is beginning to lift. I walked 2 miles on the treadmill this morning due to some rest the doc wants me to take. I had skip my normal HITT class. I communicated D16s upcoming appt schedule to W. I see W in a way that is not attractive at all. In fact its repulsive now. She's become something I need to complete (the divorce part of all this). I don't think I really knew her. I am finding out there was much more behind the scenes that I was not told. Ugly feeling.....I will move beyond this.

Today I feel good. I feel very blessed. My walk continues. At this ooint I am joined by my kids and we are alone. We are excited to see what lies ahead on this path.

D16 did tell me she's stressed over the upcoming divorce. I offered her to see a C again if she wants. I was stunned when she said to me angrily yesterday when I was trying to explain Ws lack of contact with her..."you don't know the mom I know....you never really did know her....you have no idea who she really is or what she did behind your back...stop giving her the benefit of the doubt. You look foolish when you do because she's been awful to you....."