W said its over - Said I can't change her mind

[Duds3]

I have had a good last couple of days. Went on a weekend get away and reconnected with some friends. Good escape from reality for a few days.

Based on my W recent actions it feels she must think our M was holding her back from being with her friends. Makes no sense to me, this was never an issue with us. She has been to Nashville the last two weekends to hang out.

She has told me she hates me and I go straight to (opposite of heaven). This is not the person I know. She would never say stuff like this. She has never been this ruthless or mean, NEVER. I just want her to be the person I know she is and be happy. The person I know wouldn't be doing any of this.

She won't talk to anyone about the situation. She won't talk to anyone who will ask her to answer the deeper questions. She told her parents, who are extremely religious, she doesn't want them involved she just wants there support.

We are both better than this and things would be so much better for both of us if she would just give us a chance. I just feel like if she would step away from the sitch and not make decisions based on emotions she would see this is it right. How can she even rationalize this with herself right now. This makes no sense to no one.

The part that has been hardest for me lately, I gave up my life for her. I would do it a million times over again but it just feels like she threw me to the curb. Do WAWs ever come too?

Thanks for the help