Barrybran IV - Three Years Forward, 30 Years Back

[Barrybran]

Yeah, I have my house back and it's great. I've set myself up in the spare room, moved some stuff to the kids' bathroom and enjoying my own couch again. I was contemplating leaving the loungeroom to my wife but being around her doing my own thing is what worked last time and whilst she's not my biggest fan right now, I believe she'll tell me if she wants some space (or move herself) and she can choose to talk to me or not.

I have so many plans for tomorrow it's not funny. I could have gone back through my thread, watched the clips 25 was telling me about and reading some more DR. I could take a few loads to the tip to clear some shed space. I could mow the lawn. As it is, I didn't finish paperwork at work tonight and my boss is leaving it in my hands as I have to learn it so I'm going back in tomorrow morning to finish it (unpaid) before getting a haircut, heading to the gym, doing some reconnaissance work at the hardware store and doing some food shopping (bye money!).

I do want to make some time to get into those clips though. I can see what my wife and everyone here is saying about me. It's a pretty harsh reality to take in but as you've all alluded to, it doesn't just affect my wife anymore but my kids, my parents, my workmates and everyone else I come across. I do hope that things improve between my wife and I but it should be easier to focus on myself knowing that I come across as I do to everyone and not just my wife.