At least your h advised you that he closed the electric bill account from his name. Some don't tell us anything. This may be something you can do via the net or over the phone. I know I did mine over the phone. You felt the punch because it's one more step closer to you both going your separate ways. He's going to be separating things more and more as time goes on.
Why do you feel rejected and abandoned over a bill being changed out of his name? You knew that this day would come and yes, he's taking the necessary steps to ensure that you know what he's doing so that you can take care of it at your end.
Heather, please texting the Forester. You look like you are pursuing him. First it was the text about the groceries and then a date. The man wants to pursue you when and if he's ready to do so. This is the second time you've texted and then he got pissy about it...the message is clear...don't text him unless he texts you first.
You've been on your own for quite some time and you need to figure out what is causing your stressors. Is it the fact that your h is moving on and is taking steps to do so? Is it the money for college or is it because you can't handle more than one time of unexpected incident at a time? I hate to say this...but you are going to get a lot more of the unexpected incidents as time rolls along. The first thing to do is breathe! Then work on each thing, one at a time.
So, what is wrong with the Jeep? Did the mechanic advise you as to when it will be ready?
What makes you think you are past your prime? If you feel that way...get moving on the exercises. You are only as old as you feel and you shouldn't rely on someone else to motivate you to exercise. This is something you need to do on your own, not only to attract others, but to help you relieve your stressors. Don't base your "prime" against others.
Think positive because positive attracts good things and yes, people. When you are thinking in the negative manner, that's when all the negativity is drawn to you like a magnet.
I saw some positives in your last posting, i.e., your h advised you of what he's done w/the electric bill, the Jeep got towed and is being worked on, your neighbor came to your rescue w/some groceries and you and your daughter are at home safe, sound and healthy.
Take a long, hot bubble bath. Tomorrow is a new day w/all sorts of new adventures.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
