Thank you so much lostforwards! I'm doing great. I had a small wreck this morning with only minor injury. A older gentleman run into my car. I did not call w or give the paramedics her contact information. I figure she'll think I need attention by doing that, so instead I called my brother and gave the EMT his information. I feel great man. I'm busy enjoying my life and taking care of me. Life is to short not to do that. I finally accept that my marriage is over for now or for ever for that matter. I only have control of me and nothing more. So why complicate things when I can clearly see that I'm irrelevant to her for now. Only God knows what the future holds for me/us. Once again thanks for everything.