Journal: I have twinges of self doubt today. 20/20 hindsight...looking back and wondering ....couldve, should've, would've. I realized that I need to let these emotions roll through. I am where I am.

I believe this is just part of the whole process. I will continue to improve on myself. Continue to become the best ME that I can. That will help with these feelings. A bright hopeful world is mine for the taking. I only need to reach out and grab it.


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14