OK... WOW... he was just here... spent at least 3 hours discussing possible relationship reconcilliation. Started off wtih him admitting that he wanted to text last night to meet for a beer. Possible joint purchase and ownership of another house. He can't wrap his head around it for a few years.

I did hear myself getting pushy. I backed off when I realized I was doing this ...

Hmmm...

Discussed hugging, and that he has wanted to reach out ~ but just didn't.

until .... He was getting ready to leave.

Next thing ya know I was sitting on the edge of my kitchen counter, and I pulled him in, wrapped my legs around him... like I used to do... He accepted my advances. He put his arms around my waist. I put my hand under his shirt, while we hugged. So nice to feel his skin. I held back from kissing him.

He said he was glad that he came over this afternoon.

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)