Part 2-H moving out

[paul19510]

BG. I've cried during the middle of the night the past 3 nights. The anger and hurt that came out needed to. I woke up happy. while in tears I pictured my pain bubbling up out of me like the heated vents at Yellowstone might do....Not the Geysers but the bubbling stuff that comes up slowly out of the ground.

My W and I are still emotionally connected. I am a Pisces and am very feeling. I've always been able to "sense my W" Sounds strange but over the years, its actually been true and she's proved it without my mentioning to her. I can still 'feel her' when she hurts. last night it was overwhelming. I wanted to text her to let her know I "felt" it. I didn't. It makes no difference now...

Sounds strange...? Trust me, its weird living it too.

Feel the pain, its ok. this situation is difficult. No 2X4's for you. its OK....in fact its better than OK to hurt. You are human.

I still have momentary flickers of "OMG what just happened....I'll just call her and we'll straighten this out..."

It happened after my dad died 25 years ago too. I swore he was going to walk in the door sometimes.

Whatever happens, you'll handle it. you are stronger than you ever realized. when the pain comes, and it will come, feel it. then let it fly away and remember how strong and vibrant you are.

(((GB)))