I hate being in a funk. I thought I was doing well but I started crying at the airport. I know. Crack out the 2x4s but my mind is racing with how will I feel this Christmas? Last year it was right after BD. Oh and my birthday is in December. I know I'm 9 months ahead.
I'm just struggling with how we got here. I know our marriage had issues, but I thought we just "got" each other and would work on us soon. Crazy house with 3 kids, 2dogs and a cat. How ridiculously arrogant of me to think we would never be facing a d..... UGH. Sorry. Had to vent.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
