I have lost too much weight so look haggard. One olleague asked me did I have cancer? I have to rehome my pup.. no places to rent will allow pets work is stressful buzy and my colleagues are stressed unhappy and leaving I am alone in a place where I barely communicate I have not told my family because I do hope it will not be necessary His sister, who I thought was my friend also has abandoned me and has stopped answering my calls. I have to leave a house and garden I love.. Spring is here and it makes me sad not happy I can spend all weekend alone unless I go running.. My love language is affirmation and physical affection.. particularly the day to day kind, not necessarilt sex but hugs, cuddles...so none of that happens at all I have a running injury but have to run to stay sane. What is good? Well this weekend I parked outside a hospice for terminally ill people ..I guess things could be worse
