Spent most of the day yesterday at the fields with my youngest, was a little concerned about being alone all evening as all of my kids had plans but I ended up going to dinner with friends! All in all I'm doing much better. The hardest part is the lack of communication w/H!

Going shopping with D15 in a bit, going to find a couch. One thing we fought about, H said no new couch until we got rid of the kids and the dog. Our couch is old and gross....I'm getting a new couch!


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since