Kept to myself yesterday and hit the reset button...
I read on here somewhere that things don't happen TO you, they happen FOR you. I love that (wrote it down, in fact). That's how I'm viewing H's actions this week.
Thanks for the comments, zew and M. I know I am the only person responsible for my feelings and reactions, etc. I'm guessing my reactions were based out of pure confusion. Less than a week ago H said how sorry he was and how he was trying to figure out how to come back and make it up to me, and now he's disappeared again.
Unfortunately, I can't even hear what he's saying any more because his actions (or lack thereof) are screaming so loud.
So I'm using it to move forward. My IC said to not disregard the anger- it's a mask for something else and I need to work it out. So I am. It's taking me out of town next weekend on a girl's trip
Still can't run or bowl for a week but I will GAL in other ways...
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5