OK Bond... thanks... I dont think you understand what I am asking for (from you). I am not denying that you havent given me advice and alot of your time (for that I am thankful)... I am wanting to hear and follow through with what you suggest.... and I am. But the stuff PM is offering is what I thought you were trying to offer a few threads ago. Its a different approach. Look at PM's message. That's what I am wanting to hear ... from you!
Bond: "I will repeat what everyone has told you. Come up with your OWN plan of action, don't second guess yourself and just do it and live with the consequences.... I feel that I did do that, then you challenged me on it and said I wasn't doing the right thing. I feel I cannot do anything right by you.
>>>>>hmmmm... I picked a long term bf who I spent a long time trying to please. I also noted recently that I had picked a friend, who I was trying to please. Now, possibly you too.
I need to think.
If you are done. Sorry if I have frustrated you. Thanks for all you have offered.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
