and to add, do not acknowledge that she exists to myself either, just to clear that up!
Please forgive me, but I am at one of my D's functions and can't elaborate much. To be clear, she does not exist AT ALL. Yes, that means to you, not conditionally based on your H.
SHE DOES NOT EXIST!
You can't think about or waste any mental energy on someone who does not exist. Clear?
BBL,
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.