Well I was wrong about OW, she really is sick. Malignant brain tumor. Surgery today, H came to pick up D looking like he'd been crying. I hope he doesn't make D miserable all weekend by moping around. He looks like hell and is spiraling and spinning. I'm just standing back and watching. Pretty much dim on everything but finances and D.
In other areas he's pushing the D wanting me to pay half. Not happening. H is wanting to cut support because he's so in the hole every month. No deal, I'm taking care of D no matter what. Work is going to be crazy next week with a federal review and jobs on the line. Not what I wanted all in one week but I'll deal with it all and move on.
I am actually taking care of myself. Exercising and losing weight the right way, veggies and water and protein. I look better, better attitude. I know that I'm doing what I need to to keep me from being in a bad place and D's life as stable as possible.
It's been an eventful month.
H-44 Me-43 D9 T-13 years M-12 years BD-8/21/13 Sep- 11/19/13 D in process
