Smokey didn't drive the children. I protected them. I made sure I took them wherever and he was only too happy to accommodate.
Yes, I spurred him on. I see it. I wanted to get all this sh!t done and legalized and, because of money, it felt like the only way to reach that goal was to use his dad.
Dammit. I see how and where it started. It started because I was tired of being sick and tired over his support money. And, how much you wanna bet he won't give me any tomorrow. He is a scared little boy and I keep expecting him to act like a man.
I WILL be calm and civil. I will be an example to my daughter tomorrow. I promise and I'm not falling apart tonight. In fact, I just helped the girls set up the living room for a Hunger Games Movie-thon.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
