Artsy, I am with zew on this one. I am certainly not defending your H in the least, just saying that you need to accept reality and get your expectations in line with it, or you will just torture yourself for all eternity.
Disable the button . . . I like that one, zew. I'm going to use it on myself.
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14