Hi Job! Thanks for stopping by and asking about the fam
This winter has been a difficult one with everyone trying to stay healthy. We have battled colds, the flu, eat infections, some strange virus that knocked me around for awhile, and an ER visit for S5. Finally - everyone is healthy!
I will be glad when spring gets here
Besides that, the boys are doing great. Such a blessing.
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As for things at home...well....I can only describe H as a bizarre spinning top, constantly in motion.
His moods change often, more frequently than in a long time. He seems confused at times. It can be about the smallest of things. One morning, it was about microwavable soup. Go figure!
He also seems to be beginning to have some understanding of things that he doesn't remember. He will ask me questions - and say things like "I totally don't remember that" or "where have I been?"
My first thought is "the mothership", but I keep that to myself. Lol!!!
He still comes up to bed, and continues to be great with the boys and helping out around the house. I always thank him for the things he does. I do really appreciate it.
At the same time, I feel like he has hit a wall as far as making an effort to be more of a husband to me. He is still sneaking around with her, still not making an effort to be physically affectionate with me or spend time with me.
So to borrow a saying from T^2, my "sitch weariness" grows each day.
I'm tired of doing the whole "roommate" thing.
Job, you have told me in the past that opportunities do find a way of presenting themselves for things to happen. Doorways seems to open when it's time. I have found that to be very true. So for today, I'm waiting patiently.
One more thing-
H's family has planned a week long trip to the beach this summer. His parents, siblings, their spouses and children, and yep - us. The house is already booked.
This happens to be where we got engaged. No, I didn't pick the spot - lol!!
I came home one day from grocery shopping, and his parents were over talking about the trip.
H seemed... Excited. Was pulling things up online, and kept bringing up places we went when we were there years ago.
A lot can happen between now and then - and probably will - lol!!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
