[BrightFuture]

Update.
We drove to the vacation home yesterday. My son’s GF drove with me and my son and his friend drove later. We got here in time for dinner. My friends here called me 2 days ago and told me the they would expect us for dinner at their house. So, we got here and called, and my GF here told me that there is no dinner, since her H decided to go out that night. We went to their house anyway, picked up some food and wine. My GF and a kid were in the house.

We ate and chatted for a while. I didn’t even ask who her H went with. I had my suspicion that it was my H. So, later in the evening her H comes back and the next thing I knew, my H walked in the house as well. I don’t know why I didn’t consider this scenario. I was not in my best condition, and I had a little cold (with red nose, sigh.) I kind of looked a bit surprised, I guess. While my male friend was giving me a hug, H proceeded to great my son’s GF and gave her a hug. I didn’t get a hug from him, weird.

We all had a few drinks by that time, and obviously H and my male friend had a lot more. So, we were sitting, listening to the music from YouTube, chatting. I don’t remember all the details of the conversations. The only thing that was a bit interesting was when it was H’s turn to pick the music, he said that he was going to pick a band that he thought I would like. He then he said that we went to a couple of concerts of this band (I and him.) I thought it was interesting that he wanted to listen to the music that I liked and also brought up some memories.

At the end of the night when we were getting ready to leave, H got up and rushed out of the door without giving anyone a hug, just said brief good night and run at of the door.

My son’s GF made a comment that it seemed he didn’t know what to do. She also noticed that he didn’t hug me and thought it was rude.

I was relaxed (well, had a few drinks) and having fun. I could not careless that I didn’t look my best. During our M I was always trying to look my best for him, and at the end he didn’t like my anyway. So, I figured that there is no point to impress him, so I was just being myself.

There are a few more details I will post later. I think that I came here with the intention to have fun and not concentrate on what H’s doing. This is why I just can’t remember some details right now.